It's hard, you know..to figure all of this out? I sometimes think that I'm living in an illusion, and I know someone is watching. Lately I find myself in places that I feel like I've seen before, meeting people I have had visions of that make me think i'm living in a future I never knew could exist. My faith in Yeshua has driven me thus far, and I'm by no means perfect but the Lord knows I am trying to finally just let him take on these burdens that are like vices holding my feet to the ground. I looked up to the sky tonight, wondering when all of this would truly come to an end. Wondering if its a thought I will be having years from now as I look down curiously examining my hands.